CALVARY BAPTIST CHURCH

 

Rev. Fred Weimert      January 6, 2008

 

With Boldness and Freedom

 

 

 

Dwayne Cherry

who most of you know

who comes to church here

Dwayne loves to play golf…

            maybe even more than I do.

                        And he is quite a bit crazier about golf

than I am…

            I think.

                        He has golf memorabilia all over his optometric store.

 

This week I received several calls from Dwayne…

            “Freddie, only three more hours…”

                        “Three more hours before what Dwayne?”

            “Three more hours before they tee off at Kapalua…

                        Three more hours before the 2008 PGA season begins.

                                    Are You watching?”

            “Not now Dwayne… but maybe tonight.”

                        “You’ve gotta watch…

                                    It’s going to be great.”

 

Now, I enjoy watching golf…

            and with the Golf channel…

                        I probably watch more of it now…

            but when I tuned in on Thursday night

                        I discovered that this new year…

                                    was not going to be any different than last year…

                                                in fact it may be worse…

                                                            because they have a new kid commentator.

            When I tuned in on Thursday night

to see the golf from Hawaii

            I didn’t see people playing golf…

                        what I saw was five or six golf annalists…

                                    sitting around a desk

                                                prognosticating about who might win…

                                                            considering last years performance.

            And one fellow

                        with a shaved head,

                                    made a remark which made me a little queasy.

            Speaking about last years US Open

                        at the very famous Oakmont Country Club,

                                    outside of Pittsburg.

                        This shaved headed commentator said…

                                    “I loved being at Oakmont.

                                    The Members were wonderful…

                                                so unpretentious.”

                        Unpretentious…

                                    the members of one of the most exclusive

and expensive

                                                            golf clubs in America?

                        Yes, that is probably exactly the descriptive term

                                    I would have selected

to define the members of Oakmont…

            or any exclusive club…

                        unpretentious

                                    Not only did that man not have anything going

on top of his head…

                                    He didn’t have anything going on

inside of his head.

            I grew up in a country club…

                        with a father who yearly went to play at Oakmont…

                                    and lots of other exclusive clubs…

                                                on occasion he would even take me.

                                                            On those occasions I would be briefed

                                                                        prior to my leaving the car…

                                                                                    “You’ve got to walk in here

                                                                                                like you own the place.”

                                                            More than once I was left in the car,

                                                                        because he was afraid that I

                                                                                    wasn’t ready to play that role.

                                                I was such a disappointment to my father…

                                                            I am not real comfortable in strange settings…

                                                                        I am kind of awkward in places

                                                                                    where I feel don’t belong.

                                                                                                because I’m not a member…

                                                                                                            I’m an outsider…

                                                                                                because I really don’t belong.

 

I don’t know whether Paul wrote the book of Ephesians…

            many people say it was written by someone else.

                        But whoever wrote the book

                                    wrote it in such fashion

                                                that it sounds as if Paul was the author.

            To get a feeling for today’s reading

                        one needs to have that sense that these words

                                    were Paul’s words.

                                                The same Paul

who described himself in Philippians

with these words:

 

I, too, have reason for confidence in the flesh.

If anyone else has reason to be confident in the flesh,

I have more:

circumcised on the eighth day,

a member of the people of Israel,

of the tribe of Benjamin,

a Hebrew born of Hebrews;

as to the law,

a Pharisee; (Philippians 3: 4-5)

 

Paul had been born into a religion

            Which gave him a strong sense of belonging

of his place.

            Paul knew he belonged to Judaism

                        he was circumcised

                        he was of Benjamin’s tribe

                        a Hebrew

                        a Pharisee…

            He knew he fit in…

                        He knew he belonged to God,                 

                        And he could recognize those who didn’t.

 

Paul’s early experience of religion made it easy to define

who was an insider

            and who was outside…

as it pertained to religion

            Paul was pretentious.

His experience on the Damascus road

            turned all that upside down.

                        This text is a is a product of that calamity…

                                    and all his certainty

being turned inside out.

 

Ephesians 3: 1-12

This is the reason that I Paul am a prisoner for Christ Jesus

for the sake of you Gentiles--

for surely you have already heard

of the commission of God's grace

that was given me for you,

and how the mystery was made known to me by revelation,

as I wrote above in a few words,

a reading of which will enable you

to perceive my understanding

of the mystery of Christ.

In former generations this mystery

was not made known to humankind,

 as it has now been revealed

to his holy apostles

 and prophets

by the Spirit:

that is,         

the Gentiles have become fellow heirs,

members of the same body,

and sharers in the promise in Christ Jesus

through the gospel.

Of this gospel I have become a servant

according to the gift of God's grace

that was given me by the working of his power.

Although I am the very least of all the saints,

this grace was given to me

to bring to the Gentiles the news

of the boundless riches of Christ,

and to make everyone see

what is the plan of the mystery

hidden for ages in God

who created all things;

so that through the church

the wisdom of God in its rich variety

might now be made known

to the rulers and authorities

in the heavenly places.

This was in accordance with the eternal purpose

that he has carried out in Christ Jesus our Lord,

in whom we have access to God

in boldness and confidence

through faith in him.

                                                                                                Here ends the reading.

 

In a way what Paul was saying

            is that Oakmont had opened its doors…

                        It had gone public…

                                    everyone was welcomed to play there.

When I first read this reading the word boldness

            stood out to me…

                        it kind of sounded like my father’s

                                    “I want you to walk in here like you own the place.” boldness.

However, as I looked longer

there were three phrases which stood out:

  • I Paul am a prisoner for Christ Jesus
  • Of this gospel I have become a servant
  • in whom we have access to God

in boldness and confidence

 

What really stood out for me were those words:

            prisoner  & servant

            and then boldness

                        They appear to be so contradictory.

                                    In a theological dictionary

                                                the word boldness is described

                                                            as the freedom a citizen of a state has…

                                    it also went on to say:

 

“At the height of Greek democracy the full citizen alone has the right to say anything publicly in the assembly (                     )…

Aliens and slaves have no such right.” 

G. Kittel, Theological Dictionary of the NT., v. 5 pg. 872

 

The boldness which we enjoy as Christians

            is that thing which is described in the text, as:

                        the mystery of Christ.

                              It is about a citizenship which is for everybody…

                                        Jews/Gentiles.

                                                  and it is a citizenship which give us a sense of

                                                            freedom or boldness…

                                                                      but it is not a pretentious boldness

                                                                                because it belongs to everybody,

                                                                      but not everybody knows that

or chooses that…

 

It is very confusing

          because while it is a freedom it also involves 

                    our becoming slaves/prisoners/servants…

                              but we are enslaved by one

                                        Who’s eternal nature is love.

 

I came across a little book by Henri Nouwen…

          Fr. Nouwen died years ago,

                    but this book Heart Speaks to Heart

                              was just re-released in 2007.

          I have included some passages in the bulletin

                    which speak to our ambivalent feelings about

and understandings of God’s love:

          The quotations reflect Roman Catholic theology

about the sacred Heart of Jesus,

          But the ideas are worth our hearing.

 

The first quotation reads:

            “It is so hard for me to believe fully in the love that flows from your heart.  I am so insecure, so fearful, so doubtful and so distrustful.  While I say with my words that I believe in your full and unconditional love, I continue to look for affection, support, acceptance and praise among my fellow human beings, always expecting from them what only you can give.

I clearly hear your voice saying, ‘Come to me you who labor and are overburdened...for I am gentle and humble in heart,’  and yet I run off in other directions as if I did not trust you and feel somehow safer in the company of people whose hearts are divided and often confused.”  pgs. 21ff

 

The second quotation addresses that incarnation

          Which the Magi…

                    the Wisemen…

                    the gentiles from the east…

                              sought.

          God’s love in a human heart…

                    a heart which would not accept the boundaries

                              which had been set on God’s love…

But your Father’s love was so unlimited that he wanted us to know that love and to find in it the fulfillment of our deepest desires. So, he sent us you, with a human heart big enough to hold all human loneliness and all human anguish.  Your heart is not a heart of stone, but a heart of flesh; your heart of flesh is not narrowed by human sin and unfaithfulness, but is as wide and deep as divine love itself.  Your heart does not distinguish between rich and poor, friend and enemy, female and male, slave and free, sinner and saint.  Your heart is open to receive anyone with total, unrestricted love.  For anyone who wants to come to you, there is room, You want to draw all people to yourself and offer them a home where every human desire is met, every human longing comes to rest and every human need is satisfied.        pgs. 23ff

Take those words with you.

          Take them to heart.

                    so that our hearts

                              may become like Christ’s

                                        of flesh…

                                        but also of God.

          The invitation here is to an unpretentious boldness,

                    which may confuse the world

                              that loves clear boundaries

                        but it doesn’t confuse us

                                    who know the boundless love of God in Christ. Amen.

 

 

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Heart Speaks to Heart: Three Gospel Meditations on Jesus,

by Henri Nouwen

 

1.

            “It is so hard for me to believe fully in the love that flows from your heart.  I am so insecure, so fearful, so doubtful and so distrustful.  While I say with my words that I believe in your full and unconditional love, I continue to look for affection, support, acceptance and praise among my fellow human beings, always expecting from them what only you can give.

I clearly hear your voice saying, ‘Come to me you who labor and are overburdened...for I am gentle and humble in heart,’  and yet I run off in other directions as if I did not trust you and feel somehow safer in the company of people whose hearts are divided and often confused.”  pgs. 21ff

 

 

2.

But your Father’s love was so unlimited that he wanted us to know that love and to find in it the fulfillment of our deepest desires. So, he sent us you, with a human heart big enough to hold all human loneliness and all human anguish.  Your heart is not a heart of stone, but a heart of flesh; your heart of flesh is not narrowed by human sin and unfaithfulness, but is as wide and deep as divine love itself.  Your heart does not distinguish between rich and poor, friend and enemy, female and male, slave and free, sinner and saint.  Your heart is open to receive anyone with total, unrestricted love.  For anyone who wants to come to you, there is room, You want to draw all people to yourself and offer them a home where every human desire is met, every human longing comes to rest and every human need is satisfied.        pgs. 23ff